August 2009
4 posts
July 2009
5 posts
kendall, you really hurt me tonight.
joey, you never stopped hurting me. I hate you more then anything.
yeah, so I just got showed up. my sister TOTALLY showed me up. haha, shes so inspirational. she should become an author. I wish I could write like her. I really wish I could write like her.
another winters day has come and gone away..
thanks for everything ass hole. you sure don’t deserve me. ugh, I love you. I hate it. whatever. you know that one day I’ll be gone and that will be your loss because you still love me. I know you do…
he has to… right?
“Loving you was never good for me.”
– Emotional Rollercoaster by Vivian Green (via lyricallysomething) (via kari-shma) (via quote-book) (via lovebot)
I am texting Joey right now. and I don’t know what to say to him. We are having a normal conversation. I love it. but it will stop very soon. I just know it. :(
June 2009
24 posts
... baby please come home.
I can’t get over you. I can’t get over you. I can’t get over you.
I went to the mall with my best friend Eddie. His women was there. They were holding hands and flirting and being all cute. It made me so mad. Jealous. I wasn’t jealous because I wanted Eddie. I was jealous because I want Joey. I really don’t know why I still like him. I don’t know why, but I...
hi
if something serious happened in my life
I know that he would be here for me. he
really is a good guy, despite what everyone
says about him. He didn’t cheat on me.
He didn’t treat me badly. He was a really
nice guy. I don’t know why he doesn’t like
me anymore. I can’t quite put my finger
on it. I know that it was something to do
with some mistake I made. I deserve...
Nostalgia sweeps through my mind.
Identical-Ellen Hopkins
best book I have ever read in my entire life. I HIGHLY suggest you go out and buy it. I am still crying. It made me feel good while at the same time made me feel like shit. definitely the best book I have ever read.
ok so.
I’m in los alamos and I’m on kate’s aunts computer. I got on myspace, the usual and I was looking through my online friends and I find something that seems very familiar. It was a little poem thingy I wrote to go on my myspace and this little girl took it. I was like.. oh. and I commented her just to make sure i wrote it. then I didnt comment back. it just kinda made my day....
I’ve learned that you can be in love and you can be in relationship but they aren’t always the same thing.
"She's a handful, but all the best ones are."
letterboxlove:
kazzi: hotg0ssip: glorigloriglori: (via jessicachu)
“Yes I love him. I love him more than anything else in this world and there is...”
– Unknown (via thresca) (via lovebot)
I don’t want to give you up, your mine. I won’t let you go just like that. I have to try harder. What can I do to make you want me as much as I want you? Nothing. I know that, but I hope you aren’t feeding me the lies that I want to hear. ugh. I will NOT give up on you. I am notorious for sticking with things and sticking through the hard times. I DO NOT QUIT! I AM NOT A QUITER!...
your embrace.
this feeling is so weird. awkward and unclear. are you sincere? or just in fear? it seems your inferior but I’ll spend my life trying to read your interior because your embrace creates a smile on my face
without you here its hard to breathe. its hard to see. hard to concentrate listening to my heart race missing your embrace thinking about the place when we first met.
your on my mind 100%...
Ten Favorite Places To Be:
10. My bathroom floor.
9. My bathroom floor.
8. My bathroom floor.
7. My bathroom floor.
6. My bathroom floor.
5. My bathroom floor.
4. With my sister.
3. My bathroom floor.
2. My bathroom floor.
1. My bathroom floor.
Nine ‘Weird’ Things About You:
9. I cry as much as I breathe.
8. I have diarrea A LOT!
7. I date the exact same type of guys. I don’t really go out...
I love you… I can’t stop thinking about you. I can’t wait till we talk again. <33
Boys and Bugs-Poema.
I like boys that like to smile Laugh at themselves once in a while That can sit and talk for hours Then in the morning pick me flowers Boys that like to be very clean That are never ever mean And can tell a witty joke Boys that do not like to smoke
Chorus: One day I’ll find you (X4)
Verse 2: I like boys that aren’t afraid of bugs That will always give me big warm hugs Like to sing...
boys that like to be very clean, and are never...
your back!!!! :D I am so happy. You miss me, just like I miss you! You feel the same way as me. I am so in love with you. Even though we aren’t going out, we care about each other and thats pretty much all that matters. We know whats up. You mean the world to me, and as I to you. You’ll never find anyone as good as me and we both know that. Your perfect for me and I accept how things...
sorry if I offended anyone with what I just wrote. its my blog, if you have a problem with it, then stop reading it. :)
May 2009
9 posts
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i wanna get lost in my music.
I could recognize your voice in any place my heart...
I’m getting better I think. I cry to let it out. one day I am gonna be fine. I just need to be ok with crying. I need to be a better friend. ugh, I fucking suck at this. I cant be a good enough girlfriend, or a good enough friend. I get to close with people. I really do. I just need to distance myself, and stay away I guess. I hate my dad. I cant stand him. I hate michael borger. hes ugly. I...
poetry is pointless to those who don't get it.
I wonder why I try to write. :P
Without you I’m just me. I cant sleep I cant breath. laughing just to feel some emotion. I’m weak. Uneasy on my feet. staggering so sleek. smiling just so my muscles dont forget how. Without you I’m just me. my hand looks so alone. like a forgotten old stone. unsewn. ripped at the seems, my heart still beats. my old bed still creaks. everything...
without you I am just me
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"leave a trail of genius."
“I can’t deal with your freaky mood swings, Vanessa. One minute your solid, the next your like water boiling water. I love you, but not enough to stay with you.”
pg. 127 Impulse by Ellen Hopkins.
“I think God cares more about how you treat others than who you sleep with.”
pg. 194 Impulse by Ellen Hopkins.
“then he whispers, ‘I just want you to know...
we all want to change the world
today. yesterday. I dont even remember what day of the week it is. I guess thats how it is when the summer gets here. it is so hot. but its raining. eeeek! I dont like it one bit. this time last summer I was counting down the days till I could go out with him. till we could finally be together. <|3 all good things come to an end.
I feel that I must interject here..
the postal service reminds me of you. they are now one of my very favorite bands.
I started listening to chiodos because of you.. that was two years ago.
modest mouse gets better every time I listen to them, cause I keep you in mind.
I hate how you are a poser basiclly.
your trying really hard to get over me and act like your fine, your doing better than I am.
jack johnson has become the only...